waning

when you put your trust in someone, you'd always hope that they would do the same too.
it was great, a wonderful friendship; we were both happy. then for some reason it all just ceased one day and never picked back up. its you you you, ive always been there, ive always messaged you to remind you that i was. but you hardly reply, even when i saw you were down i asked, but you brushed me aside, saying you were over whatever was bothering you but obviously not.
i tried to believe it was the exams, i still would want to but i know its otherwise. and just where is God in all this? ive been asking what to do, keep letting you know that im there or just totally ignore.

either way, you'd never notice. you used to, but i guess now im just a prop, someone you once knew but ah who cares about him now eh. i guess ill never fully let go because i always want to be here for you. you've always known that, but never realised how much it means to me that i care.

haha. bye.