are you mad?

you can act wild, act crazy and not mind being called crazy because you know you arent and you know that they dont really mean that you're mad. but what if you believe in something that other people would call mad?

i believe in a god, i believe in the ONLY true God. and people find it harder to evangelise to the people you know, the people you come into contact with everyday. why? fear of rejection? of course, but its deeper. you'll be labelled crazy if you do. like really. you can relate to that, but dont you see? thats what God put you there for, to tell people about Jesus Christ, and to prove your love for the ancient of days.

"i'll do everything for you, i'll dance on rooftops to express my love for you, but err just dont ask me to tell my friends about you because then i'll lose them all"
ha, im a hypocrite. I WILL BE LABELLED CRAZY, NAIVE AND STUPID FOR MY GOD

late

late man, i just got back home :S watched harry potter with mark and i realise i dont like shows with open endings. makes me want to read the book and not want to read the book.. you know? hahaha, anyway we were eating satay at lau pasat at 0030 and the mutton is GOOOOOD.
tired. zzz. driving btt on friday!

humility

i was wondering if we were supposed to also love the arrogant, because of late i have been shunning someone who really has his head so big he probably has to roll around (which is why he seldom comes to school)
i was praying about it because the Bible says that Christ came to lift up the humble, and i was wondering if there was a point trying to save the arrogant because they probably wont listen, neither would they admit their wrong.
1) only God can judge, and say who is arrogant enough to reject the gospel
2) Christ will only come when everyone has heard the gospel.
so there, love your neighbour as yourself.

i realise that i lack a friend, like i've been focusing too much on too many people that i fell behind and now i realise i dont have any close friends, who i can just spend time with slacking. everytime i talk to people there's always an agenda, always a goal to work toward but i've forgotten how to small talk, how to have a friend.
be mine?

take this life

As I'm standing here, staring into the mirror
See the figure of a man trying to take a stand
And live for something more
Integrity is what I need and honor to my soul I feed
To give it up, pack it in, getting rid of all my sin that's weighing me down
Won't You come and fill
I want You to come and make me more real
Take this life, won't You change this life
Come and make me whole
Won't You take this life, won't You change this life
Come and make me whole
In my pursuit of what is real
My heart is longing with a need to feel my soul come alive
I trudge and I step through the height and the death
Of a long narrow as I'm growing old
And soon I will be home