dual-living

i am a citizen of 2 locations. home and camp.

at home, my priorities are the things i cannot do in camp; my babe, my bunny and my computer. the problem that results from this is that i stick to my computer when im at home, and im finding it hard to read/study or basically do anything else. i kind of 'leave these things' so that i can do them when i'm in camp. so i lug a thick calculus book to camp one day, and lots of books, but unfortunately somehow i end up not doing the things i intend to do in camp.

yes i am blaming something else for my unproductivity.

i hope i can change my attitude toward these things though, i don't want to be a ADD student when i come out of NS.

seriously, NS does screw with your head. given the choice (and hindsight), i would NOT choose to go there despite the great lessons i have learnt in the army. and i cannot, for the life of me, understand why parents put their kids through 2 years of a pathetic experience just to get a citizenship in a country that is so money minded.